It’s dark and I want it to stay this way for now. Immediately after writing that i thought of walking out in the sun in Santa Barbara. Slowly leaving my apartment and heading down to a cafe to write and work, before the afternoon sun became too harsh.
That was one of those few love at first sight places. Visiting for 30 minutes while on a roadtrip with my Japanese friends. I’ve been back since, and each time I imagine living there.
It was foolish of me to say I wanted the dark. I just want the sun to set on this place, and rise in another.